Bored busy Bee…

wow…dats a load of b’s…well well well…it has started raining in karachi…a brilliant cool-off from the heat wave that was going by…
and my internship has started too…being stuck in knee deep waters at the mill was one experience i am gonna cherish for life… loved the rain while i was there
and further more since weddings have started i have been shopping like crazy…never attended as many as 4 weddings in the same nite running from one place to another…also it has come to a point to when the ceremony is in the evening and i am shopping for the occasion in the afternoon…crazy…will b posting up pics of my cousin’s wedding…
sudden pain episodes leading me to the hospital  wasnt fun though but am over it…

the internship is pretty much BORING…..and that too is an understatement

i am addicted to old hindi classics for some strange reason…i think my next collection should be inspired from 60′s and 70′s

Ciao for now

Half the year…just gone by

Half of the year gone by…with makin it one of the most important years of my life…

First birthday where i fainted , No Rani film yet…, handing over the business side of lamp business to dad, international trip to india, internship at khairpur…, roller coaster ride of emotions, big fights to loads of over-dramatic melodrama, frustration, urgencies…..one crazy half year i tell you

hopefully the rest half sails smoothly…though i know it won’t ;P

Nuthing new

Nuthing quite happening in life…the happening things are approaching…
every1 seems to in a hurry for me to get married for some strange reason…must ask them
‘get inspired’ should be my new mantra

Perception

i was just at this one of these wedding festivitiess (mehndi) the other day and while sitting around i came across these flowers and petals wondering how can things change their importance and function according to the context and situations they are put in…these flowers and petals are showered upon bride and groom as a blessing that their upcoming life is as smooth as a bed of roses…however these same flowers are showered upon the dead body or set upon it before being cremated or buried…and these are the same flowers that are showered upon mazaars and in temples…things change and so do their meanings…its all a matter of how you look at things …a matter of perception, really

Launched a new Lamp

Launched a new Lamp today…look up my blog… http://lucently.blogspot.com

never knew this would go onto be this big…Thank you Allah mian

Weddings cuming up in hordes so bracing myself…shopping for clothes just before events has now become the usual…wish me luck that the same doesnt happens at my wedding

am back

on the insistence of a very good friend, i am back to blogging and now promising myself to blog atleast once a week. since the blog is about how my life functions and my thoughts…well too much has happened since the past six months

Dealt with work pressures, relationships lost, new ones made, true discoveries, travelled to india and khairpur (again), hopefully all those experiences dont just bury themselves in the corner of my mind in the process of progressing more towards life

P.S. Ghazal u were rite…bloggin is fun all over again

Grandeur Loneliness

 

The price fame usually is seen to come out in the form of grandeur loneliness

Installation by me
Photocredits: Ghazal

happy song

everyone should have a happy song, one that feuls u up when u r low n makes u smile when u r sad…it may change n it may not

mine these days is title track of movie dil bole hadippa…
heres the promo of the song

Love…again

my last post on love discussed in parts how love can make a person strong beyound one’s imaginable nature…thinking upon this idea what i recently encountered goes on to turn this idea 180 degrees around…love actually makes you weaker compared to one’s popular notion of it making you stronger…true love makes you stronger but that is against the society trying to supress it but with two ppl sharing that love it, in the long run goes on to make one of them atleast, weak n helpless. loving someone who then stops loving you definetly puts one in an awkward position esp. when one is in a relationship…moving on, yes, is a possibility but then that takes on every person’s ability to handle the emotional trauma…for example couples who elope, when one of them starts having an extra marital affair the other one suffers coz that person is in love with the not so faithful partner and can’t help it…nor can leave the other person….causing in turn them to be in a helpless position suffering the punishment of mistake they never made but got caught up in…guess you cant leave it on love alone, you have to work on making a relationship work

Stranded

from the past few days i have been wanting to write this post but everytime i rejected the notion of doing so for an unknown reason…i seemed to be stuck between a place between happiness and sadness…am unable to pin point why is this happenin or what caused it…motivation sometimes doesn’t help either resulting in a miserable state of wanting and unwanting of things…from people around me and their problems and their seemed aura affecting me too, i feel like i desperately need to pull myself out of the dumps of depression while in the early stages for i know how serious i can get…even my happy song isnt able to help me at times…seems like it is true that its your mood that sets the environment rather than other way round…possibly it is also the affect of heavy emotional readings i have been doing from the likes of revolutionary road and the reader…hopefully am able to gather myself and pull myself out back to the happy dappy crazy self, which i would want to

P.S. not enjoying much the interior design assignment…we were better off designing with a source ourselves…