A semester gone by…

a semester went by…new environment…old friends…new enemies i seem to have all theatrical possibilities occuring in my life throughout the whole semester…the semester strangely made me a bit grown up as i experienced life as never before. old people, new faces…some friendly some not so…experienced the star plus politics in my life…nevertheless it took me time to settle in as usual…as far as my work is concerned, wasnt satisfied much with my own work prolly coz i was learning about my flaws with new things that were introduced to us…and advanced stages of some things old…coming in this new environment i missed that spark i had towards my work  throughout the semester,(though it did come back during tie and dye and my electives) but missed that alot seemed like that excitement got lost somewhere amongst the busyness of the work or probablyy coz was getting settled into this new environment…the thing that probably resulted was probably some of the people who turned me off and me being the wierd one who’s buttons are pushed easily by people and who lets people get him easily well, seems like i did…but then again admist of all this i think no one else but i am to blame for everything that happened and am just being like that person who despite knowing that its his mistakes blames others just for the satisfaction of heart maybe…nevertheless am reviving myself back again and seems like the excitement is coming back again…and this time one promise i wont let those some people get to me atleast for in this world one has to guard oneself from the arrows of people with a smile…lets see how far i succeed in doing so…God help me…seems like i need to have or rather produce thoda pyaar thoda magic in my life for that added spark i need…