happy song

everyone should have a happy song, one that feuls u up when u r low n makes u smile when u r sad…it may change n it may not

mine these days is title track of movie dil bole hadippa…
heres the promo of the song

Love…again

my last post on love discussed in parts how love can make a person strong beyound one’s imaginable nature…thinking upon this idea what i recently encountered goes on to turn this idea 180 degrees around…love actually makes you weaker compared to one’s popular notion of it making you stronger…true love makes you stronger but that is against the society trying to supress it but with two ppl sharing that love it, in the long run goes on to make one of them atleast, weak n helpless. loving someone who then stops loving you definetly puts one in an awkward position esp. when one is in a relationship…moving on, yes, is a possibility but then that takes on every person’s ability to handle the emotional trauma…for example couples who elope, when one of them starts having an extra marital affair the other one suffers coz that person is in love with the not so faithful partner and can’t help it…nor can leave the other person….causing in turn them to be in a helpless position suffering the punishment of mistake they never made but got caught up in…guess you cant leave it on love alone, you have to work on making a relationship work

Stranded

from the past few days i have been wanting to write this post but everytime i rejected the notion of doing so for an unknown reason…i seemed to be stuck between a place between happiness and sadness…am unable to pin point why is this happenin or what caused it…motivation sometimes doesn’t help either resulting in a miserable state of wanting and unwanting of things…from people around me and their problems and their seemed aura affecting me too, i feel like i desperately need to pull myself out of the dumps of depression while in the early stages for i know how serious i can get…even my happy song isnt able to help me at times…seems like it is true that its your mood that sets the environment rather than other way round…possibly it is also the affect of heavy emotional readings i have been doing from the likes of revolutionary road and the reader…hopefully am able to gather myself and pull myself out back to the happy dappy crazy self, which i would want to

P.S. not enjoying much the interior design assignment…we were better off designing with a source ourselves…